BEIRUT -- Former Marine Kevin Howard claimed scores of kills as a sniper volunteering this year with a militia fighting the Islamic State extremist group in Syria.
He had said this summer that he wanted to help people, especially Christians who were being persecuted for their faith.
But this fall, Howard and a fellow American volunteer, Taylor Hudson, grew disillusioned with the U.S.-backed militia and decided it was time to return home. That decision launched both men on a still-unfolding journey that highlights the odd nature of their role as soldiers fighting for a cause, not a country.
Earlier this month, Howard, 28, of San Francisco disappeared after crossing the border in Iraq. Hudson then had to decide whether to stay in Syria or go to Iraq in hopes of finding his missing comrade and friend.
"I don't know what my situation is going to be once I cross the border" into Iraq, Hudson said last week from a home where he was staying with friends in Syria.
Americans have a history of volunteering to fight overseas, but the war in Syria presents distinct problems and challenges. The U.S. State Department advises against volunteering to fight with U.S.-allied Kurdish and Syrian militias, and the U.S. is under no obligation to help such fighters if they get in trouble. But if the volunteers manage to return to the U.S., they face no legal consequences.
Of the several hundred such volunteers who have served since the Syrian civil war began six years ago, some were killed. According to estimates in Syria, several dozen remain fighting. Others returned to the U.S., where would-be volunteers quiz them about the dangers they faced.
When Howard joined the Syriac Military Council last year, he was aware of the risks. He made one stipulation to the military organization: He would fight as a sniper team with Hudson, 33, from Pasadena, Calif., whom he trained with and trusted. Commanders agreed.
In July, when they spoke with the Los Angeles Times on the front line in Raqqa, they were encouraged. Militia fighters had broken through the city's ancient wall and were gaining new footholds in Islamic State territory.
Days later, their unit was targeted by Islamic State suicide attacks. An Assyrian fighter was shot and killed on patrol. Their missions became more ragtag, assembled at the last minute. Hudson insisted that he leave the front line to get treatment for his hand, injured by shrapnel in June. He traveled north to the militia's training academy in Tal Tamr, expecting to rejoin Howard in Raqqa in a few weeks.
But Hudson never returned. Commanders refused to allow Hudson back to the front, he said, and began pushing Howard to shift south toward the worsening battle in Deir el-Zour. Each heard that the other had been killed. Howard eventually persuaded commanders to transfer him where Hudson was so they could leave Syria together. But then, Hudson said, they were detained at the academy.
A Syriac Military Council spokesman said the two were "absolutely not jailed" and that "we always appreciate the will of Westerners to join our fight and cause."
Last month, a paralegal friend of Howard's in the U.S., Jeanette Carlisle of Fort Worth, asked for help from U.S. Army Col. Ryan Dillon, a Baghdad-based spokesman for the U.S.-led coalition fighting the Islamic State. Could the military, she asked, rescue Hudson and her friend?
"While we join you in your concern for Mr. Howard, U.S. forces here are fully engaged in an international effort to defeat ISIS, and unfortunately are not resourced for or tasked with checking on Americans who make this dangerous choice for themselves," Dillon wrote back, referring her to the State Department. ISIS is another name for the Islamic State.
Hudson was desperate to leave. He still felt driven to help Syrian friends and a family that had sponsored him, but he was burned out.
"I had to come up with a formula to estimate how many of my friends I had seen shot. It was over 500," he said.
He said he was told by a contact at the State Department that the two could seek help from U.S. forces based in Kobani, on the northern border. But he and Howard were turned away.
"They talked to us like we are criminals," Howard wrote in a message Oct. 9. "We need help."
Hudson said that after he and Howard couldn't find help in Kobani, they returned to Tal Tamr, where he got his passport back and was allowed to leave after signing paperwork absolving the militia of responsibility for his safety. But militia leaders still held Howard, seizing his passport because he had been such a high-profile fighter, Hudson said. When Hudson last talked to him by phone Oct. 13, Howard said militia officials had moved him east to Hasakeh.
"He was afraid they were going to just drive him to the Iraqi border and dump him in the middle of nowhere," Hudson said of his friend.
The next day, he learned what had happened to Howard.
The militia released a photo and video of Howard crossing the border into Iraq at Faysh Khabur. Although Howard remained incommunicado, by Thursday the U.S. Consulate in Irbil confirmed to friends and family that Howard was being held by Kurdish officials in that northern Iraqi city and that they should be able to secure his release in a few weeks.
Hudson is still in eastern Syria, trying to figure the safest route home.
A Section on 10/23/2017